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Last dance show with NewVIc tomorrow. Hope it’s good… i’m having negative thoughts. Uh oh…. 

Here’s a picture from our Alevel production of Alice In Wonderland….

Last dance show with NewVIc tomorrow. Hope it’s good… i’m having negative thoughts. Uh oh…. 

Here’s a picture from our Alevel production of Alice In Wonderland….

Skypeee

itsnikkistar:

damn how i miss my skype convos. Feel like fixing my macbook earlier than planned.

Nikki! I just ordered my new macbook pro!! - we need to relive those jokes man!!

rynamo:

One of my all time favourites from Keone and Mari. Wow wow wow wow… What a couple :)
This cannot be watched without enjoyment lol. On stage it’s presented amazingly, but in class, you feel the essence of the creation. Enjoy this one y’all. Thank you ‘KM’ for all your inspirational creations and sharing it with the whole world :) we are so grateful.

ianeastwoodfan:

” “New tattoo. “arguing with a fool proves there are two.” fool-was drawn by my ma and the rest is my handwriting. Just a permanent note to myself after some new found confidence and a lot of self improvement I’ve been diving into. Thank you. I love it!” “
http://instagr.am/p/lrRRi/

ianeastwoodfan:

” “New tattoo. “arguing with a fool proves there are two.” fool-was drawn by my ma and the rest is my handwriting. Just a permanent note to myself after some new found confidence and a lot of self improvement I’ve been diving into. Thank you. I love it!” “

http://instagr.am/p/lrRRi/

Lyricss

#CallieMooreMusic - “I always knew you were an angel, but this time you’ve taken your wings. And when I find mine, i’ll come find you there so please be patient with me”

daymnnn

Unless you’re food, water, or shelter, stop acting like I need you. I’ll be just fine with out you.

Damn, Spoken Word!

No! I am your cover, Girl. I make up for your lacks and deficiancies. I’m your very foundation, you see I blend with you perfectly.

I am positive I am the one for you, but we will equal nothing, if you continue to be the negative one in this equation

You need not worry about remembering our anniversary, for i am yet to find the calender with the date for eternity

DEEEEEPPP!!

- BOOM! That is sick!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T44LepcRUhk&feature=feedu

Wanted to take a pic to remember this day. Started off with a hot chocolate and a nasty breakfast sub, followed by a good nap on the coach. Found a cab to the uni. Split up, went to a photography/video talk and almost vomited by coughing so much, walked with Rakeem who was ‘gassed’ up, had a short tour of the halls, walked through the town, changed by trainers coz they hurt so much, went back to the halls and walked around the homes, went to nandos, got in a cab back to the coach station and had a fun chat with the cab driver, talked to a tramp who sang to us, then… I felt the need to take at least one pic before we left to remember the day by… So I took a pic of the bin. Haha

Wanted to take a pic to remember this day. Started off with a hot chocolate and a nasty breakfast sub, followed by a good nap on the coach. Found a cab to the uni. Split up, went to a photography/video talk and almost vomited by coughing so much, walked with Rakeem who was ‘gassed’ up, had a short tour of the halls, walked through the town, changed by trainers coz they hurt so much, went back to the halls and walked around the homes, went to nandos, got in a cab back to the coach station and had a fun chat with the cab driver, talked to a tramp who sang to us, then… I felt the need to take at least one pic before we left to remember the day by… So I took a pic of the bin. Haha

I’ve got the lergies

Day 1 - swollen tonsil, congestion though the night

Day 2 - lots of sneezing, a fucking headache and congestion through the night.

Day 3 - coughing like a mad woman and tons of phlegm. Oh yeah, and congestion through the night!! GRRR

Hope I get bet better by tomorrow!!! I googled the symptoms and I’m not liking what I’m hearing… Oh well

Realisation about life

Life is something that I’ll never understand but I’m trying to get my head around.

Nothing that you or I or anyone else says will stop bad situations from happening. Everything happens for a reason; it’s inevitable. I mean in terms of Money, Family, Relationships, Education, Careers, Death, Children, Lifestyle, and Health etc. Life doesn’t stop for anybody: you just have to keep on moving. As I always say… “Expect the worst, hope for the best.”

I always love the thought of being a child again, where the most stressful thing on your mind was if you missed Tracy Beaker or ran out of milk for your cereal. You’d go days without having to think independently or financially; the most you’ll calculate is how many sweets you were able to buy with 50p at the corner shop. As a young child, you were innocent and pure. You had no responsibilities and wouldn’t ever feel down for any longer than 15 minutes. (And that’d probably be because you scrapped your knee.)

As you grow older, life gets harder. Of course i know this is obvious, but how many of us actually take this information in and process it? Because it seems when we are faced with problems it’s as if we weren’t expecting it, like we where expecting   perfect happy life or something. Growing up means that responsibilities are dropped on your shoulders, money is just handed to you with no warning. These are things that aren’t taught to you. You either learn the hard way which is quick and messy, or you just suffer.

I don’t know what my point is in all of this. All i do say is, today i have realised that as well as other odd occasions… i run away from my problems. One particular problem I have avoided, has grown so big and ugly right in front of my face, however, i didn’t notice because i’ve kept my eyes shut all this time. It’s like when you see a young kid when it’s a few months old, and then you see it a year later and it’s a completely different person. Okay, i admit running from my problems helps me emotionally… but for how long?

I don’t know how to face my problems. I don’t even know if it’s a good idea to even consider it. All i know is, thing aren’t exactly going to get better from this point on, and treating myself to chocolate and comforting myself with cuddles and soppy romantic films wont work for much longer. And it’s not as if I’m turning all emo, because i know that after the storm has passed, I’ll come out on the other side. Everything will be okay - I’ll live.

I don’t know. I just hope what ever happens, it doesn’t kill me slowly and painfully (metaphorically speaking, that is)

Lord, i ask you give me hope and guidance from now till forever coz I can’t do this alone.

Much Love

(Emotional Sheli talk that makes no sense)

joy of april: an artist's personal rant on (anti)EDUCATION

Reggiemillerfan said: education is not futile. use it the right way. be smart about it. its not a guaranteed ticket to gold. know this. but if you apply it to yourself in an effective way, you can succeed and avoid being part of this anti-education movement that’s becoming hip and kewl. get…

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